Contemplative

I think sometimes we don't realize that everyone can be at a crossroads in their life just in a different way than we are right now. There are the people that are middle age, divorced and want to find a companion again? They have nice things, good kids, good job, but still want something more and even though I envy alot of things this person has, this person envies what I have too? I never thought about it that way and realize, wow!, even though sometimes I feel like I don't have alot to be envious of that even the things we think are so small can be important. Then I remember that my wonderful relationship with my husband is not small, it is sooo big, sooo important and something that others can envy. I forget that even though we are living in someone's basement, don't own many nice things, don't do lavish things or have a lavish lifestyle that the simple things in life are really what everyone wants the most. They want a place to call home(no matter how big or small), a loving partner, healthy children, a job you stand to go to everyday, family, friends, and God.

Lately, I have really felt like I am ready for us to move on and find our own place, but I need to make sure that God this happens on God's time, not ours. Figuring that out sometimes I think is really hard, knowing that you are doing God's will? I pray for that more and more that I can know what God's plan in our life is going to be and to follow it. I want to make good decisions for my family and be an example to my friends that may not know Him that well. To show others that when you follow the Lord's plan everything will turn out ok!